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Femmetasy

by Trap Beat Tranny

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Femmetasy is the fantastically feminine, the femme fantastique. Femmetasy is magic. Femmetasy is not an illusion. Femmetasy is queer, Femmetasy is faggy, Femmetasy is niggerish, Femmetasy is whatever the hell else it wants to call itself. Femmetasy is conjured and cares deeply about realness. Femmetasy is worn and yet not worn and doesn’t give a fuck about passing. Femmetasy is white lighters, box braids, heels, and skateboards, and crops tops with cut offs, piercings, skirts, and dick prints in leggings and dancing for yourself, and poems about sex and Femmetasy is-
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Mixter Krab$ 03:11
How about a little music to count me money? Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Ye might be scared of the trailer park, but it's more than a location It's a state of mind Summa you bitches THINK poor Money, money, money, sounds so good it makes me cum You can bet your top dolla she's no bikini bottom What's the sum? I got bills to pay, don't do this shit for fun If I made a hundred K today I'd spent it all on rum Yo, Mixter Krabs got them bags with the dolla sign Three o' nine, sippin' wine, faded coz I mixed it fine Rappin' to retire, put the coins in a line-up Roll the bills and snort the money, watch it take you higher up Sign up, I'm writin' checks, always a flex to manifest Clam up, it's me and mines and no else, no nemesis Cis, move yo Plankton ass, I'll show how you a tranny sits In my bag, named it Krusty Krab, you got beat by a fag while she beat her face, gaggin' Call me money eyes coz I got envy for green I'm the industry's youngest tranny rapper fresh on the scene (New money) I got wallet ghosts and closet bones and crabs in my bucket And I make this shit (Tongue pop) like you're starin' down a barrel, suck it Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Money, money, money, sounds so good it makes me cum You can bet your top dolla she's no bikini bottom What's the sum? I got bills to pay, don't do this shit for fun If I made a hundred K today I'd spent it all on rum Seeker of pleasure, digital beggar Name me how you hate me, but I'll hurt you if it's nig- No seat at the table, but invited to the dinner If I'm the only black face at the party who the sinner? Puttin pain in my pen so it doesn't find my fist Make a comma off my trauma, cop some Fenty necklaces Mixter Krabs, money grabs, just keep laughin', keep laughin' Talkin' shit but can't take hits, don't smile at me in passin' (If you don't like me, stay the fuck away from me) Dodgin' homelessness like sentences, no crime if you can't catch me sis (If you don't like me, when you see me bitch, don't smile at me) Givin all my girls pearls coz we worth more than the world (Coz if you smile at me bitch, imma smile right back at you) It's a scam either way, no buffet, shut up n pay I'm not shy, I'm just high Touch the sky, fly-or-die I ain't rude, ain't a guy (And I guess we fucking friends) Tell em nematodes boy bye (The hooks!) Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Money, money, money, sounds so good it makes me cum You can bet your top dolla she's no bikini bottom What's the sum? I got bills to pay, don't do this shit for fun If I made a hundred K today I'd spent it all on rum Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Work hard, get money, go off Hey, that's pretty catchy Beep beep boop bop, beep beep boop beep Yeah, that's not bad! I love this young people's music
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French Gibberish [j.e.a.u.x.] [Dev] We in the car spittin bars with the windows tinted Flow funky fresh, clean like toothpaste, minted New money When I slide on the scene Turn on them notifications, lemme hear them ka-chings! Venmo ring, Venmo ring, make my, Venmo ring, Venmo ring coz I need the bling, need the bling, free mind caged heart so this birds gotta sing Young tranny with the fanny, tryna outlive this nation Ragin, tryna fill my bank while I’m on vacation All you crackas tryna pay me, call that shit reparations Sorry to disappoint you just got high expectations You got so much money, you got time to waste I’m a beer budget bitch with champagne dreams for taste Red bottom energy, but I’m a top Snitches cop stitches, we ain’t capin for ops When I mop these bitches starin’ til they faces fall-off Got Balenciaga bread with a side of green guap Drop that cheese behind the ball, watch it roll like magic Dead white dudes help me pay for new fabrics Venmo ring, Venmo ring, make my, Venmo ring, Venmo ring coz I need the bling, need the bling, f ree mind caged heart so this birds gotta sing, what Venmo ring, Venmo ring, make my, Venmo ring, Venmo ring coz I need the bling, need the bling, free mind caged heart so this birds gotta sing Baby Black money don’t grow on stolen Southern trees Strange fruit proceeds still payin’ all yo’ fees Now the world wanna act like money grow on me, So I only spend munies on groceries n smokin’ tree Dollah sign and I’m drowin’ in anxieties Glass of wine and I’m stuntin like I’m bourgeoise 401(k) and an IRA’s a memory, Our generation’s wealth is love, we call dat shit family [j.e.a.u.x.] They call me crazy rich Asian Oscar Gold, you a broke bitch hatin Don't gotta talk about the money I'm makin It's the face on a clout vacation Pay for my onlyfans, you ain't my only fan, text me when you get in line, you not my only man, The only time you'll ever see me at a nail salon Is if I'm getting French tips from a white woman They used to ask, how's it working in a factory You're Chinese, did you take a boat overseas You don't have an accent you sound just like me I didn't know they spoke English in your country First all bitch, where's your flow? You sound like a Karen, where'd the manager go? Second of all, I don't appreciate your tone I'm too busy for this shit, can't you see I'm on the phone? And then I walk away, ain't nobody on the line Don't need to make no calls coz a bitch already signed I'm talking young money, making dollars on the dime Feeling opulent, coz these fabrics so fine I never had a sugar daddy, I don't need a sugar daddy, if I wanted I could get one coz I'm what? You'll never have a sugar daddy coz you're not that kinda girl, I got boys around the world who wanna hit this thing I call my man in Manila say what's up? I'm flying in from Paris, when I land you wanna fuck? What's it gonna be I'm only here for one more month Leave the coin on the dresser, close the door when you're done This ain't the last time you gonna see a rich fag Check your Wi-Fi you bitches on that mad lag Imma challenge you to go and get a real job Barbie, you bitches can't even spell Prague I'm trick bitch twink baby this ain't a stunt You wanna hit from the back better pay upfront The show ain't over till the fag baby sings They call me Ariana coz I got the seven rings [Dev] Chere bebé, this beat sounds like you can’t afford it! (Buku money!) (A Creole phrase my gran knows that translates to “kiss it good bye,” and rhymes with bonsoir that I literally cannot spell), tell the real world bonsoir, as the music takes you far to spend all your largan Paris can burn anywhere, if your imagination is rich, but listen and listen well: Illusions may be free, but in reality no one hates to beg more than poor queer people
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When the revolution come, I’m burning Shakespeare. I will learn the living poet, whose street-polished words are more giving than a dead poet whose proper words preceded violence unforgiven When the revolution come, I’m burning the Bible. I will pray to my Gods, while their God shall weep, mourning never ending conflict that His Own evangelists reaped. When the revolution come, I’m burning the Constitution. I will govern myself, protect my rights from the spite of whites who wrote a Bill of Rights that they always read wrong We are just below the temperature at which book paper catches fire and burns. The cloth has already been lit. When the revolution come, I’m burning my money. I’m burning the lease. I’m burning my degree. I’m burning the maps. I’m burning my papers. When the revolution come. When the revolution come. When the revolution come. Femmetasy is-
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Once upon a winter, I wore a sweater outside to keep my inside warm But I was just wrapping myself in the leftovers of a thing I shoulda left in the storm Now instead I wrap my head In remembrance for my parts which joined the dead When my body crumbled, like broken bread So the ruin won’t spread, I tie myself together, And hang by a thread, even in the worst weather My headscarf is a protection spell against anxious hands that seek to soothe themselves with self-sabotage It hugs my hair when I forget to, Warms my curls when I’m too cold to, Stays on like a go-to, day and night, Whatever I go through It wraps my naps like a gift, A present, If I show you. Gazing at my girls ain’t neva gon’ be free ‘less I know you Femmetasy is-
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Hex Ur Ex 03:23
To the one who told me they were homeless with a roof over their head while trying to rob me of the same ‬ I didn’t wanna write this song yo. But when the ancestors speak, you listen. All my exes live in excess, excess All they manifest is messes, messes Doing too much, stuck in school but learned no lessons, peace and blessings Tensions post break up never lessen Sagittarius, call me half-stallion (Honestly fuck a Sag) Hot girl, don’t put it down for rapscallions Fuck on me once and you’ll always say you miss me (Fuck a Sag) Smile in my face, then get on Twitter and ya diss me Ya kissed me like ya wanted my dick, 4 months, a few fucks, n I always hit Ate my ass, that’s why you always talkin shit I was sleeping in ya bed till ya pulled out the evict If the gays could drive, then ya car already keyed Dubbin ya's like running from Massa, a bitch is freed, uh! We broke up before thank u, next Ariana can stay grateful, I won’t send that goddamn text, ya gotta Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, God bless ya Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, no stressa, don't Send that text, send that text, fuck the pleasure If they manifestin’ mess, drop a hex inside they dresser just Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, God bless ya Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, no stressa, don't Send that text, send that text, fuck the pleasure If they manifestin’ mess, drop a hex inside they dresser Be honest, I’m not gonna be hurt Be honest, I’m not gonna be hurt Be honest, I’m not gonna be hurt Be honest, I’m not gonna be hurt Wow, dating Dev Was the worst decision of my life and has fully fucked up my head and my heart Yknow Beyoncé said this thing, about twirling on my haters She said twirl on my haters She said twirl on my haters She said twirl on my- (I lied that hurt a lot.) Regrettin datin all these bitches, bitches After me they won’t date witches, witches Genie bishes, rub my own dick for some wishes I give you itches inches while I’m counting up my riches Brockhampton gave us so much joy We was Kevin Abstract and his favorite boy I gotta stop playing with these white toys Make my suitors fight a war for me like Helen of Troy, since y’all just Fall in love with an illusion Pull me into your delusion Make me hate being Venusian Should I spend my life cruisin, or would that be losin? Honestly, well that’s a word that you hate We shoulda never even gon on that first date One wasted summer n you thought it was great Texting me outta the blue but I ain’t gonna take the bait, ya gotta Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, God bless ya Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, no stressa, just Ghost that text, ghost that text, don’t endeavor If they manifestin mess, drop a hex inside they dresser just Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, God bless ya Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, no stressa, just Ghost that text, ghost that text, don’t endeavor If they manifestin mess, drop a hex inside they dresser Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, God bless ya Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, no stressa, don't Send that text, send that text, fuck the pleasure If they manifestin’ mess, drop a hex inside they dresser Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, God bless ya Hex ur ex, hex ur ex, no stressa, just Ghost that text, ghost that text, don’t endeavor If they manifestin mess, drop a hex inside they dresser Here is to our reblossoming friendship! They won’t play this one at the parties, huh? Good luck with life bitch. That’s what you told me. Now I banish you. That’s a spiritual block.
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Bussy Break 04:03
I need these boys to treat me right, I’m tryna Fool around without a fight, ya gotta Gimme a break from all this spite! Coz I give and you take, I’m going on a bussy break I need these boys to treat me right, I’m tryna Fool around without a fight, ya gotta Gimme a break from all this spite! Coz I give and you take, I’m going on a bussy break [Dev] Hitchu with the ban hammer, like I’m playing whack-a-Mole‬ Throw ya in the slammer, baby I don’t fuck with trolls ‬Bitches always wanna jay, sorry I don’t even roll ‬Catch a case and catch a curve nigga, you can keep on scrollin’‬ On ya phone, thru that Grindr feed, Hittin up ya local tops, who the finest breed Playing Assassin’s Creed while you tryna swap seed We could have some fun or I could just smoke my weed, I mean! Genderqueer give you gender fear, See me in the streets like pause, headlights like deer Hold my beer, I don’t drink that baby tell me what’s the year Why are just standing here, you in my way my head’s not clear Dev B. Not ur BBC, Tryna ride this dick, but you can’t play for free If you orderin’ me, there’s a shippin fee, No cash, no worries you can Venmo me Dev B. Not ur BBC, Tryna ride this dick, but you can’t play for free If you orderin’ me, there’s a shippin fee, No cash, no worries you can Venmo me [j.e.a.u.x.] Shirt off, feeling mighty clean Who cares about privacy You don't care if you're the real one, thinking everybody wanna try me on for fun I'm not tryna see his room, But baby you like to assume Everybody think I'm always down, always wanna fool around I see you boy, you're acting smooth, like you're meant to be somebody Don't make your move, just tryna groove, not going home with somebody What if I said that I'm an angel, you're the demon tryna get in my bed I don't want this get outta my head, get outta my get outta my I need these boys to treat me right, I’m tryna Fool around without a fight, ya gotta Gimme a break from all this spite! Coz I give and you take, I’m going on a break I need these boys to treat me right, I’m tryna Fool around without a fight, ya gotta Gimme a break from all this spite! Coz I give and you take, I’m going on a [Dev] Bitches call me “ma” I say go have fun at school Man I’m louder than a bomb, yo dick tiny like a juul I’m quitin, y’all hittin like your life depends The boy came for me, how I’m the one making amends? When I stab u inna back, I’ll make ya feel like Caesar Brute wasn’t black, stick still a crowdpleaser Leisurely with the tongue, so they call me a teaser But I put them boys on ice like my name was Freiza, Beat your meat, I’m just tryna beat the heat Saw you in the street ass-less, my face won’t be a seat Faded Grindr from my phone, no more horny trick or treat Jumping fleet, duckin d, running like me on this beat Dev B. Not ur BBC, Tryna ride this dick, but you can’t play for free If you orderin’ me, there’s a shippin fee, No cash, no worries you can Venmo me Dev B. Not ur BBC, Tryna ride this dick, but you can’t play for free If you orderin’ me, there’s a shippin fee, No cash, no worries you can Venmo me [j.e.a.u.x.] Baby boy just treat me right, I wanna Go home alone tonight, you gotta Give me a break from all this spite I'm going on a bussy break These boys gotta treat me right, Act a fool, I don't wanna fight Give me a break I'm out tonight I'm going on a break I see you boy, you're acting smooth, like you're meant to be somebody (yeah) Don't make your move, just tryna groove, not going home with somebody (yeah) What if I said that I'm an angel, you're the demon tryna get in my bed I don't want this get outta my head, get outta my get outta my Goin, goin on a break I'm goin Goin, goin on a break I'm goin Goin, goin on a break I'm goin Goin, goin on a break I'm goin Goin, goin on a break I'm goin Goin, goin on a break I'm goin [sampling] I need these boys to treat me right, I’m tryna Fool around without a fight, ya gotta Gimme a break from all this spite! Coz I give and you take, I’m going on a bussy break I need these boys to treat me right, I’m tryna Fool around without a fight, ya gotta Gimme a break from all this spite I’m going on a bussy break
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Once upon a summer, a daffodil heard my heartbeat cut through all the sounds in the park and she helped me paint a black night yellow. The daffodil picked me, so I picked her, and we echoed each other for strength. I shone a light through her and we were bathed in the sun. We soaked each other in under the echoey canopy of a starry midnight. I stopped to take a picture, but then we lost our light and the daffodil wilted upon staring at her own reflection I visited the park a year later, witnessed the daffodil's family in bloom Was the pond always surrounded by an ocean of gold? For pain, I cannot recall, Narcissus now speaks her secrets to a world without echo, and the love we buried here is just pushing daisies.‬ Femmetasy is-
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In the middle of drowning, she said to herself: “well, if I’m underwater I might as well swim!” Paradoxes and mutabilities Lost loves and forgotten memories Streams flowin’ backwards without a melody I feel like Mercury Retrofaded, on my knees Saying, ooo please Think of me, I’ll sneeze I couldn’t see the forest, only datin’ white trees Smoke em once, get so high ya can’t see But now I’m coming down, tryna focus on me-oh Thought I knew you, maybe I outgrew you Said you’d show me everything, but is this the true you I cry harder tryna hold it all in But I hide it with a smile, don’t display chaos within Laughter as survival, I treat that shit like bible, the tears only seem pretty when they’re coming from my idols, The spiral’s my rival, emotions run tidal, Married to these feelings but this shower ain’t bridal Laugh ‘til you die, hold yourself and, Laugh when you should cry, Giggle while you’re high and fly, never let yourself ask why Laugh ’til you die, hold yourself and, Laugh when you should cry, Breathe a sigh and take in the sky, see your life in the clouds passing by Retrofaded, baby yeah I’m jaded Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated Retrofaded, self-medicated Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated Yeah we’ve been sad, can’t be that way forever Drivin’ me mad, this emotional tether We’ve been soft, we’ve been lighter than a feather Now I ask myself if thissa tie I gotta sever, oh Never, let’s just treat each other better Whether clouds outside change our inner weather I wrote you a letter, treated you like a debtor Call me stupid in love, coz I’m still wearing your sweater We look like we’re both doing fine Coz our coping mechanisms don’t align Outta sight, outta mind, don’t press rewind We tried this shit before, then you said you were mine Was I feelings to feel and a place to stay? Questions I still ask like how’d it end up this way Laughter as survival, I treat that shit like bible, the tears only seem pretty when they’re coming from my idols, The spiral’s my rival, emotions run tidal, Married to these feelings but this shower ain't bridal Laugh ‘til you die, hold yourself and, Laugh when you should cry, Giggle while you’re high and fly, never let yourself ask why Laugh ’til you die, hold yourself and, Laugh when you should cry, Breathe a sigh and take in the sky, see your life in the clouds passing by Walkin through these streets trapped in my head, still tangled in the sheets of that strangers bed, you wanna smile, wait a while, that’s what Daddy said. Focus on the future but it’s too far ahead Walkin through these streets trapped in my head, still tangled in the sheets of that strangers bed, you wanna smile, wait a while, that’s what Daddy said. Focus on the future but it’s too far ahead Retrofaded, baby yeah I’m jaded Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated Retrofaded, self-medicated Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated A summer night bug bite, an itch I didn’t wanna fight I chased a light, it shined so bright, I’m letting go of all this spite! Laugh ‘til you die, hold yourself and, Laugh when you should cry, Giggle while you’re high and fly, never let yourself ask why Laugh ’til you die, hold yourself and, Laugh when you should cry, Breathe a sigh and take in the sky, see your life in the clouds passing by Retrofaded, baby yeah I’m jaded Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated Retrofaded, self-medicated Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated Retrofaded, baby yeah I’m jaded Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated Retrofaded, self-medicated Retrograde it, coz this high is overrated

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Femmetasy is a mixed medium rap, R & B, and poetry mixtape that centers on exploring what femme survival looks like in the 21st century, through the lens of my experiences as a Black, broke, queer/trans non-binary femme. Femmetasy explores identity, housing insecurity, financial stability, mental health, self-care, spirituality, and relationships as aspects of survival in a world where femmes are historically decentered and structurally disenfranchised. Additionally, Femmetasy discusses how femmes empower themselves through means beyond traditional societal power structures in order to manifest and imagine ourselves into worlds where we don't just survive, but thrive.

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released November 26, 2019

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Trap Beat Tranny Boston, Massachusetts

Trap Beat Tranny (TBT if u not trans, pronoun D) writes rap bops that make you wanna throw ass or throw hands-or D throwin yo ass OUT

NYC/BOS-based Black trap doll, did some numbers writing a song about hexing an ex now we here

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